what an abandoned page
ok wow... i'll start from where i left off...
so after all that home n no home chaos, wat happened was... i got alot of free personal space at home... mum wont nag as much as before... like i said... more freedom... dad doesnt complain about me coming home late n stuff....
i got home at 5am twice within the same week.. n surprisingly.. all i got frm them was... "why would u come home at an unreasonable time?"
i gotta say it was a huge difference hmm...
well it started out great for me.. since its all on the line u noe... but wats bad... was... my exams D:
few weeks b4 my exams.. n im still having fun going out n coming home late n enjoying my time...
daysss before my exam, i had the biggest regret of my life... was it expected? yes.. i knew it was coming.. yet i chose to go ahead n play .... = =
n no my results didnt turn out good.... but i don wanna talk abt it... i noe my parents arent happy with it... but they put up with it...
i guess this is a point for me to wake up n come to my senses... im always annoyed by the naggings i get frm them... but wat i need for my studies is not the naggings frm them nor my FREEDOM to do wat i want...
its actually the common sense to make myself realize wats priority and wats not...
i let myself down big time.. i let my parents down big time.. and my friends that have always been trying to nag me to study [even tho they know i might hate them for it - but i dont]
its my good luck to have friends like them...
but its my bad luck for not wanting to listening to them...
but thats still fine... its 2011 (: i'll change for the better and for that... i think i need to start of with an earlier bedtime practice =/
comin up on my next post..~ my awesome december holiday in burma and singapore :D
till then >.^